That said ,it's not been a pleasant time these last few days watching others enjoying themselves.
But wait a minute ,do people really enjoy themselves or just put on a better show of enjoying themselves,i say that because i was invited to my local drug clinics christmass lunch and on entering the building i felt a nice atmosphere ,(that came from the staff) but those who's benifit it was for were "allthough eating ,but were only there because it was free and it possibly only added to their feelings of despondency .
I "on entering the room where the food was and when i was left alone i looked around and drank of the fountain of pain that was omitting from the people that were there, (it's that pain that normally stops me going to clinics like this )but the food was needed as most were skint and probably never had much money to see them through this holiday period ,as most of them have allready spent their dole money on one drug or the other so they never had much to look forward to , irespective of what view you take about their money ,they will be skint sitting at home possibly hungry and depressed in one way or another,so i say to myself they and myself do not have much to look forward to even if they are off drugs alltogether ,they are now left to meet themselves and whatever it was they were not happy with before the drugs came into their lives.Sorry i ill avoid these points for the time being and come back when i am not boring as hell.
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